7.28.2009

Stand by U/DBSK

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
Youre the only one Im thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me Guess who it is~~~
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I cant forget you,
But the truth is, I dont want to forget you.
I cant feel even a bit of happiness
because youre not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
Ill end up crying
and my tears just wont stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
Youre the only one Im thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I dont have any reason to embrace this pain

anymore,
I cant help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
wont come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far Im lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love

you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling wont change,
and you are the only one Im thinking of.
This feeling wont change,
and you are the only one Im thinking of.

7.21.2009

Homesick

Selama ini aku belum pernah merasakan homesick. itu semua karena aku gak pernah ninggalin rumahku dalam waktu yang lama, ya paling lama 10 hari. Hari ini, akhirnya aku merasakannya juga rasanya homesick, 12 hari aku ninggalin rumah dan kotaku tanpa orang tua, keluarga, meskipun ada sahabat yang menemaniku, tapi penderitaanku belum berakhir aku harus bertahan 3 minggu lagi disini. Ya Allah, aku bener - bener kangen ma rumahku, keluargaku, kamarku, sahabat - sahabatku yang ada di Surabaya. Ternyata emang bener seindah - indahnya halaman orang lain, masih indah halaman sendiri. Meskipun di kota yang ku tinggali ini, gak da kata macet dan hawanya juga sejuk. Pokoknya kota ini beda jauh sama Surabaya yang macet dan panas, tapi aku tetap merindukan kotaku(Surabaya).
Harus ku akui di kota ini, aku belajar banyak hal. hidup sederhana, mandiri, menghargai orang lain dan tidak berprasangka buruk pada orang lain. Mungkin juga kota ini bukan kota ramai seperti Surabaya. Bagiku yang terbiasa hidup di Surabaya dengan segala fasilitas yang ada mau apa aja ada, agak susah beradaptasinya. Bayangkan di kota ini, gak da satu pun mall ataupun toserba besar. Yang ada di kota ini hanyalah pasar tradisional dan ruko - ruko. Tapi aku bersyukur, orang disini ramah - ramah mau membantu sapa saja.Di kota yang kecil ini juga, tempat ayahku lahir, so aku harus menghargai kota ini seperti ku menghargai kota kelahiranku.
Rupanya gini yang rasanya homesick, aku jadi tau rasanya kalo sahabatku homesick. Ternyata homesick menyiksa bgt ya.....